Ten Years Ago;-I was four.
Now;-I'm fourteen.
Ten Years Ago;-I was in kindergarten.
Now;-I'm finally in high school.
Ten Years Ago;-I was having the time of my life.
Now;-I really don't wanna be alive.
Ten Years Ago;-I was the happiest I've ever been.
Now;-I hate myself.
Ten Years Ago;-I had the three greatest friends ever.
Now;-I have amazing best friends.
Ten Years Ago;-I would've never thought I'd become the girl I have. Or do the things I do.
Now;-I'm disappointed in myself.
Ten Years Ago;-I cried if I broke my crayons.
Now;-I cry over heartbreak.
Ten Years Ago;-I would have run away from a girl like me.
Now;-I just wanna run away.
Ten Years Ago;-I thought that everyone lived forever.
Now;-I know better than that, and I want my best friends back.
Ten Years Ago;-I knew what I wanted to be.
Now;-I'm not even sure I'll graduate.
Ten Years Ago;-I had my life planned out perfectly.
Now;-I only have a few things that I'm absolutely positive about.
Ten Years Ago;-When I became mad, I would run to my best friend.
Now;-I inflict pain on myself.
Ten Years Ago;-I hated liars and fakes.
Now;-I am one.
My New Year's Resolutions;
-Find Happiness In Something.
-Be who you really are.
Don't show that girl that covers up everything.
Show the one you're afraid to show.
[Already working on that!]
-Write to your fullest content.
-Become a better person.
-Stop inflicting pain.
-Find more Peace<3
-Cheyennee
[12/28-29/09]